test pattern

I believe, I believe
I could see, I could see
forever in my hand

but I believe, I believe
I could leave and if you notice
then you would understand

and so I feel alone
wide and low
I feel you suffering sad

cause I believe, I believe
I could see, I could see
forever in my hand

so you can call this a test pattern
so you don't have to commit
so you could change any day

I believe, I believe
you could see, you could see
me forever by his side

and I believe, I believe
if you leave, if you leave
I will cry, I will cry, I will cry
why do I feel so crazy now
why am I losing my mind

cause I believe, I believe
you could see me forever by his side

still you can call this a test pattern
so you don't have to commit
so you can change any day

devics

In that room did you care
I never knew anyone who stared at me
Quite like the way your staring at me now
And if all these empty words you speak
Could change the boy who's at your feet
I think you need not look farther than your arms

Cause I'll never change
And you'll stay the same
And I'll never change

If I could change the boy at my feet
To a man who didn't have to speak
I wouldn't have to use my arms to measure
Something about the room that day
And how I knew I'd go away
How all I can do is stare at you
And think what I'm about to do

Cause I'll never change
And you'll stay the same
And I'll never change

I stared at the light too long
And I did everything to keep from falling
When all is said and done
Do you think it was worth it
Patterns move across the floor
And it just doesn't feel the same I'm sorry
When all is said and done
I think it was worth it

Cause I'll never change
And you'll stay the same
And I'll never change

they finally found me

non poteva che finire così!

il karma nn perdona mai.

duemilaseicentoquarantatrè

come per una diagnosi:
hai un milione di sintomi e non riesci a collegarli uno all'altro, perchè sembrano assolutamente opposti e incogruenti.
poi prendi un unico sintomo e lo elimini, e d'un tratto vedi che tutti gli altri tornano a perfezione e sono riconducibili alla stessa malattia.
ora, tutto sta nel decidere di curare quella malattia che provoca tanti disguidi e lasciar perdere quel raffreddore da niente.
anche se
è quel raffreddore
a non far dormire la notte.

(ho 2643 canzoni registrate su itunes. di 2643, solo una ho in testa da tre giorni.
modalità random.
secondo voi che canzone è arrivata?
c'è un oscuro potere che mi fa vedere piccoli frammenti di futuro)

uno (omaggio a)

fuckin' cold nights

come dice il nonno.

generazione di madonne

ma svegliaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
che generazione di madonne c'ho in testa.

fatevi di coca, di pasticche, di caffè, del cazzo che vi pare, ma tenetevi in piedi almeno e dico ALMENO a vent'anni

looking for tomorrow

c'è chi ha un esame oggi, chi compie 70 anni, chi esce con un'intervista sul giornale, chi sa mancare, chi non ha ancora capito da che parte orientare la propria vita.
la mia stanza cade mattone per mattone. io ho salvato il giradischi e i vinili, mi sono messa a studiare e guardando fuori mi sono accorta che è pieno autunno e io sono stata così presa da altre cose che neanche mi sono resa conto del cambio di stagione.
ecco dovremmo preoccuparci un po' di meno e guardare il cielo un po' di più.
perchè poi risulta così difficile?

thom is always right

i'm the next act
waiting in the wings
i'm an animal
trapped in your hot car
i'm all the days
that you choose to ignore

you are all i need
you are all i need
i'm in the middle of the picture
lying in the leaves

i am a moth
who just wants to share your light
i'm just an insect
trying to get out of the night
we only stick like glue
because there are no others

you are all i need
you are all i need
i'm in the middle of the picture
lying in the leaves

it's all right
it's all wrong
it's all right
it's all wrong
it's all right
it's all wrong
it's all right

che stile

l'idea della stanza-casa nuova è super.
manca poco poco poco.
è una delle cose che mi permettono di pensare con la dovuta calma a esami, contratti di affitto, alimentazione, concerti, milano.
le uniche cose ancora da sistemare sono scarabeo e giocatori.
ci sto lavorando.

once i had a strange love

Once I had a strange love,
a mad sort of insane love,
a love so fast and fierce I thought I'd die

Yes, once I had a strange love,
a pure but very pained love,
a love that burned like fire through a field

Oh, once I had a strange love,
a childlike but deranged love,
a love that if were bottled it would kill.

See once I had a strange love,
a secret and untamed love,
a love that took no prisoners at all

And once I had a strange love
a psychic unexplained love,
a love that challenged scientific facts

And then there was that strange love,
that very badly trained love,
a love that needed discipline and facts

Once I had a strange love
a public acclaimed love,
the kind of love that's seen in magazines.

And once I had a strange love,
a beautiful but vain love,
a love I think it's better left in dreams

And once I had a strange love,
a morally inflamed love,
we'd go on holy battles in the nights

And then there was that strange love
that vulgar and profane love,
the kind of love that we don't talk about

Yes, once I had a strange love,
a lying infidel love,
who wove in stories like Scheherazade

And once I had a strange love,
a flaky white kinky love,
we ran so fast we almost spilled our guts..

You see I've had some strange love,
some good, some bad, some plain love,
some so-so love, and c'est la vie...

But just let me proclaim that,
out of all the strange love
you're the strangest love I've ever known.

polly jean

tear us apart

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

amami se hai coraggio

15 ore di viaggio per arrivare a tempio pausania. niente da dire, b&b bellissimo, cibo ottimo, stefania è super. dice che la maddalena sia una meraviglia dopodomani.
ma
ma
ma
ma
nn è l'isola giusta. ci sono altri alberghi che ho in testa, altre finestre dalle quali fumare, theerie, pasticcerie, orologi, pizzerie, fiumi, canali, paesaggi, film, letti, discorsi, vini, auto, musica, telefonote, buonenotti, traghetti, aerei, vaporetti, e mille altre cose che non sono piu'.
forse mi ha fatto bene venire via. ma da se stessi e dalle proprie domande nn si scappa proprio facile.

bad dream

I know, I never leave you, baby.
But I got to go away from this place, Ive got to quit you.
Ooh, baby,
Baby, ooh dont you hear it callin?
Woman, woman, I know, I know its good to have you back again
And I know that one day baby, its really gonna grow, yes it is.
We gonna go walkin through the park every day.
Hear what I say, every day.
Baby, its really growin, you made me happy when the skies were grey.
But now Ive got to go away
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Thats when its callin me
Thats when its callin me back home